Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 8:39 AM
after what had happen to me.i just kept thinking and thinking.cant have a good sleep.why did i do this to make that someone hurt?i tried not to hurt the person but what i do hurts hym more!i just cant think of myself!urgh!make stupid things wont get any changes.changes will only be hurting myself.for what i hurt myself for someone who already doesnt care about me?im just too too sad but i know i cant compare with ur sadness n hurt.thanks to fauzan.he has been a good friend which give me advices.whenever that person hurt me by his harsh words,fauzan is there to calm me down.and he even say it is not worth it to do stupid things.it just takes time to solve.fauzan say that if i really love him i am willing to wait and change my attitude.and my feelings towards you will never ever change.i just have to bear it for now.just promise me that you will try ur very best to get firefighter.