Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 6:41 PM
on friday i did fetch syawal after his camp cause he wanna me to fetch him.so i meet him at cck interchange.fetch him and then went to his house to chill.didnt go out and didnt talk to him.i talked n spent time with her sis.tehn i wanna go home.he follow me all the way from behind when i was walking toward the busstop.he approach to me and ask me to teman him find his sis.i teman la.we sat under his block and talk2 about our things all.and suddenly he gave me a hard hug which can tell that he really miss me alot only that he dont wanna show it.after talking to him.he sent me home.after sending me home he want to meet his friends 4 riding.and i cant sleep at that night.so from tampines,he all the way come to my place.ard . we chill under my void deck.at ard 4plus am he bring me go breakfast at MAC.at that point of tyme.i really2 cant what happen on that point of tyme,just cant explain here.only our hearts know.he also say that he miss spending tyme with me.after having breakfast.he send me home and he wenrt home.
after waking up,his sis msg m eto come there.and i plan to go there n surprise him.i sit at his sis bedroom until he wake up.he didnt know that i went there.he go into hi sis room while eating ice cream and he was shocked to see me there.haha.i really cant forget ho whis reation looks lyke when he saw me.hahaha.then he went to johor 4 awhile n i wait at his place.after he went to johor.we went to marina barrage.we played the water playground.ahaha.and we chill there.and then went to bb to meet TLS cause there is meeting.chill2 at bb with them and after that went to prawn fishing.at 6plus in the morning he sent me home.and i totally woke up late today.syawal msg me and ask me to go to his place cause he wanna spend time with me before he book in.i bath and siap2.when i wanna go out,my sis suddenly called me to inside 4 awhile.when i came out again.i saw syawal outside.hahaa.and i was surprised.haha!then we chill under the void deck and then went to chill at his place.and seriusly i wont forget how we spend tyme together eventhough we are not together.i really2 wont forget that.
Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 8:39 AM
after what had happen to me.i just kept thinking and thinking.cant have a good sleep.why did i do this to make that someone hurt?i tried not to hurt the person but what i do hurts hym more!i just cant think of myself!urgh!make stupid things wont get any changes.changes will only be hurting myself.for what i hurt myself for someone who already doesnt care about me?im just too too sad but i know i cant compare with ur sadness n hurt.thanks to fauzan.he has been a good friend which give me advices.whenever that person hurt me by his harsh words,fauzan is there to calm me down.and he even say it is not worth it to do stupid things.it just takes time to solve.fauzan say that if i really love him i am willing to wait and change my attitude.and my feelings towards you will never ever change.i just have to bear it for now.just promise me that you will try ur very best to get firefighter.
