Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 3:00 AM
still haven sleep yet.
cant sleep.
so i watch transformer 2.
hehe!
and chatting with sidek.
layankn dier nyer giler!
haha!blur2 sotong!
later gonna meet ace at queenstown at 12pm.
hope i wont be late again to meet someone.
haha!then have to mmet my mum at 6 at harbourfront.
then proceed to east coast bowl.
hee!
long time never play bowling!
but must wait until 10pm then i can play cause they have league.
6-10 what i gonna do siaa??
just sit down like that??
wahlauweii!
will continue update tommorrow!
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 11:36 PM
woke up around 11plus.
today meeting amy at 2plus.
suppose to go his place but i came at 4.
he waited for hours.
haha!
soriee yaw amy!!
then slack slack at his place.
very hard to meet him cause he working.
tmrw dont know will be meeting him or not uhh.
cause he say maybe he wanna go to the motor shop to do his bike.
very2 tired today.
my mum came home and i help her cook n wash the dishes.
never get to sleep horh!
then chatted with syafiq.
he say about my ex.
the ex that i still love.
im so broken when he told me that.
but its okayy.
life need to move on!
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 5:30 PM
p/s:i miss you too ablane!woke up at 9am today.
yesterday slept at 4am.
very2 tired uhh yesterday.
this morning need to go darul aqram.
wahh!
if my stepmum didnt wake me up just now surely i'll be waking up at 1 or 2 pm.
haha!
didnt wanna go darul aqram but forced to.
didnt wanna go darul aqram but forced to.
if not my mum will nag and nag.
chat with ablane yesterday.
long time never see him.
miss him alot!
suddenly yesterday he wanna meet up today cause he miss me.huahua!
i said to him i need to go darul aqram.
he wanna fetch me from darul aqram.
hahaha.
i say my mum have.
then he didnt wanna fetch.
he was scared.
hahaha!
actually its nothing uhh.
haha!
ablane say he is sick without me..
what does that mean??
during the lesson i felt very2 sleepy horh!
but cannot sleep
.surely get scolded by my mum.
hahaha!
didnt meet ablane today cause my mum asked me to stay at my auntie place.
then what to do.
next time kayy we meet up ablane!
now feeling sleepy but wanna sleep cant sleep cause today my auntie house have many people.
so noisy the kids out there.
till here then!
signing off!
tomorrow gonna meeet amy!
haha! yeah!!miss him alot!
Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 10:53 PM
MEMORIES
p/s:relationship is not about how long you're together.
its about how you spent time together.
today celebrate ryka birthday at my dad place.
make a birthday party.
it was fun but some part were bored uhh.
now all were singing karaoke
.very tired today and it is so warm.
after this need to clean up the house.
wow!
super2 lazy to clean up.
ryka knows my boifee apyt
.but she didnt know that im not with him already.
ika said that she dont like apyt because he didnt come to the party.
haha!
how am i suppose to get apyt to come??
i ask weather she want apyt to come or not.
she say YES!
hahaha!
i show apyt picture.
i close the window then she say "nak tgk gmbr abg apyt".
hahha!
only lah if i still with apyt.
haizz.
many guys i have why must it be apyt??
haizz
.only if i can get hym bacq.
hehehe!
apyt,i really miss you.
my parents also know you
miss spending time with you.
saturday always sleep at your house.
heee!
it would be fun if you came.
okayy.go to clean up now!
it would be fun if you came.
okayy.go to clean up now!
@ 3:00 AM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NURKHASHARYKA BTE MOHD YUSHALIMY CUTE LIL SIS!
today woke up around 1 plus.
suppose to meet nazarab at the blue sit at 1 .
haha .
so damn late uhh
.at around 2 plus then i go out of the house to go blue sit.
then go muhhamad house to take stuffs.
after taking i felt tired and i sleep 4awhile at his place.
at 5plus we proceed to blue sit bacq and then to tasik.
i suppose to reach home before my mum came bacq.
but when on the way home,meet my mum and she asked me where i go.
she nag and nag!
my dad text my mum that he wants to take me cause its ika birthday.
got a birthday party tmrw.
reach at my dad place and slack slack slack
.waited for this time to play the comp.
hahha!
but i wanna upload pictures in my blog but it fail.
so i cant upload it.
stupid comp !
THE BAD LUCK PART IS I NEED TO GO CANTOMENT 26JUNE!
the shocking news is that i asked my stepsis about ACE.
she said that ACE is already gone.
not in this world anymore.
ACE from KROMO PAWIRO
kude kepang group.
i feel like wanna cry!
he is my 2nd boifee!
and im his 2nd gerlfiee!
and i love him okayy !
didnt know he past away.
i thought his friends were only joking but it happen to be real !
he is really a nice guy.
but why do my loves ones always goes??
maybe we are not to be fated together.
im so so sad.
he is dead during the ferst week of june and i only got to know now??
i didnt contact him these few days cause i got no handphone.
urgh god ! why him??
suppose to meet nazarab at the blue sit at 1 .
haha .
so damn late uhh
.at around 2 plus then i go out of the house to go blue sit.
then go muhhamad house to take stuffs.
after taking i felt tired and i sleep 4awhile at his place.
at 5plus we proceed to blue sit bacq and then to tasik.
i suppose to reach home before my mum came bacq.
but when on the way home,meet my mum and she asked me where i go.
she nag and nag!
my dad text my mum that he wants to take me cause its ika birthday.
got a birthday party tmrw.
reach at my dad place and slack slack slack
.waited for this time to play the comp.
hahha!
but i wanna upload pictures in my blog but it fail.
so i cant upload it.
stupid comp !
THE BAD LUCK PART IS I NEED TO GO CANTOMENT 26JUNE!
the shocking news is that i asked my stepsis about ACE.
she said that ACE is already gone.
not in this world anymore.
ACE from KROMO PAWIRO
kude kepang group.
i feel like wanna cry!
he is my 2nd boifee!
and im his 2nd gerlfiee!
and i love him okayy !
didnt know he past away.
i thought his friends were only joking but it happen to be real !
he is really a nice guy.
but why do my loves ones always goes??
maybe we are not to be fated together.
im so so sad.
he is dead during the ferst week of june and i only got to know now??
i didnt contact him these few days cause i got no handphone.
urgh god ! why him??
Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 11:27 PM
thats LUTFI AKIL !
yesterday i sleep over at my auntie house.
in the moring the little cute boy wake me up by tickling my feet and shout "BANGUN!".
i hate when people disturd my sleep.
unless if there is any plans.
when i was at my auntie house.
lutfi keep following me whereever i go.
he ajak me to see power ranger.
hahahah !
i watch with him.
at around 12 plus i went bacq home at bb.
i thought the laptop have but search for it still canoot be found.
nothing to do.
today one whole day my job is only SLEEP !
at 5.30 in the afternoon,
my stepsis wake me up because i need to go geylang every thursday.
the "converts place".
if me i wouldnt go but was force by my parents.
haiyooo.
so damn bored over there !!
after the lesson went to the "ISTIMEWA COFFEE SHOP" to have my dinner.
this is the only time i get to use the laptop.
he will bringing it to work.
wahlauu !
so bored nothing to do !
maybe i could meet someone?
who wanna meet me??
haha !
no handphone to contact so its hard but can still make it.
hahaha !
until here then !
@ 11:38 AM
I MISS SPENDING TIME WITH HIM.THE FIRST TIME WE MEET IS AT BB INT.WE PLAN
TO MEET AT BUZZ.
BUT I DIDNT REALISE THAT THERE WERE TWO BUZZ SHOP THERE!
HAHA !
WE BOTH GOT THE WRONG BUZZ.
AFTER THE MEET.
WE FIND A PLACE TO LACK.
HE IS SO SHORT.
HAHAHA.
HE KEEPS PLAYING WITH MY LONG FINGERNAILS.
BUT TOO BAD TAUFIQ.
I CUT MY FINGERNAILS ALREADY.
HAHA!
AT AROUND 7PLUS WE HEADED TO BUKIT GOMBAK "BLUE SIT".
I WANTED TO SEE MY SIS TO GIVE HER MONEY&TO TAKE MY EXLINK CARD THAT WAS WITH HER.
AND END UP WE CHILL THERE.
ALL WERE TAKING STUFFS.
TAUFIQ MAKE NEW FRENS THERE.
USUALLY AT NIGHT IS NOT SAFE.
SO WE PROCEED TO TASIK.
SLACK SLACK SLACK.
ME AND TAUFIQ SIT ON THE ROCKS.
I WAS LYING AND HE WAS SITTING BESIDE ME.
AT 10PLUS,ME,TAUFIQ&MY SISTER HEADED TO BB INT.
ME N MY SIS TAKE 106 BACQ HOME WHILE TAUFIQ TAKE THE TRAIN.
ME AND TAUFIQ KISS LEFT RIGHT PLUS LIPS.
HAHA!
THE SECOND TIME I MEET HYM AT BUKIT GOMBAK.
AND AT THAT POINT OF TIME I WAS REALLY2 LATE.
HAHA!
SO PITY HE HAD TO WAIT AND SOMEMORE HE IS FROM SIMEI.
SIMEI TO BUKIT GOMBAK IS A LONG JOURNEY YAW!
AFTER THAT WE HEADED TO 'BLUE SIT".
SLACK SLACK SLACK!SO TAUFIQ.
WHEN IS OUR NEXT MEET?
MAYBE ITS MY TURN TO GO AT UR PLACE?
HAHA !
SEE YOU SOON !
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 9:39 PM
today woke up around 11 plus??
wake up and search for laptop but couldnt find it.
wahlau !
call my mum using my atok phone.
my stepdad go bring the laptop to work,
haiyaa!
surely bored at home !
i go bath and plan to go boon lay 191
to look for ACE.
long tyme never see him since the incident i run away from home.
i was with hym and that was the last tyme i saw hym.
and the surprise news is.
his frens said that he is dead !
i couldn't believe.
dont know weather to believe or not.
he ask me to go inside his house but i say never mind its okayy
so i had nowhere to go.
so i went bacq home.
nothing to do.
just sit inside the room listening to songs.
suppose to meet adey puake !!
but call his handphone couldnt get through.
at home just watching cds HIDAYAH.
so bored then sleep 4 awhile.
when wake up its already 7 plus
i decide to go my auntie place at clementi
reach here and get to play the laptop !
hahaha !
aleast here is not bored because there is LUTFI AKIL !
the cute little boy !
haha !
need to sign off already !
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 5:00 PM
We've been frens till sec 1.We go through a lot of bad&good times.
I still remember we watch movie only the two of us inside.
But too bad lela didnt follow.
And we are watching a ghost story.
We ran up n down coz we both are not ourself at that point of time.
Haha.
Miss those times we spent together.
I LOVE YOU FREN!
Thanks for loving me for what i am.
Today bored just staying at home.
Alone in bedroom
Just playing the laptop&watching movies.
I swear i dont wanna live here.
Im better off staying at my dad place.
But i stay here because my mum&sis miss me alot
In this house everyone do their own thing.
I feel lyke having no family.
Im just waiting for my dad to give bacq my handphone.
SO bored without handphone.
@ 4:07 PM
its already 1:05am.and im still facing this laptop.
its been 24h im facing this comp.
my body is all aching.
urgh!
if we miss someone is that called 'love'?no right??
im so lonely at home.
because my adik go camp.
i have no fren.
haiyoo.
hopefully she come bacq fast.
and im so worried bout her at there.
its NCC camp.
and i know how tough it is.
hopefully she is fine.
and and i am missing someone rite now !
hehe !
you know i know . public dunnoe.
haha!
this guy is my sister boyfriend !
we always fight !
NAZARAB IS A PIG PIG ! HUAHUA ! FCUKER !
Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 12:49 PM
happy birthday mummy !
i love you alots !
thanks for taking care of me all this while.
but it seems that i didnt appreciate it.
and i run away to papa place.
i just dunnoe who to follow.
and i cant decide.
im so sorry if i have make eu sad.
but only god know how much i love you!
